I've said before and will say again that we do have some real problems here and I never really get into them because they don't even compare to the problems I left behind when I came here. So I don't talk about them much because they don't mean so much to me and then the good things here make the bad things insignificant.
Just so you all know my problems here are:
- The girls get into arguments sometimes over who is wearing someone else's clothes or who has someone else's stuff or something else that is really no big deal.
- I don't always get a lot of sleep if I'm taking care of the babies which is something I want to do anyway so it's my fault that I am not sleeping.
- I get up at 5am almost every day.
- I'm not pregnant yet. This is starting to bother me.
- My old friends have nothing to do with me anymore.
- My mom has a new boyfriend and has nothing to do with me anymore.
- Shari likes us girls to wear dresses all the time and I don't mind most of the time but some of the time I like to wear shorts.
- Six people knowing almost every intimate detail of my life. Sometimes this is nice, but sometimes it is embarrassing.
I tried to list the problems I used to have and it is just too sad. Sorry but I am not doing that. I need to move on from the past and let it go. But it was bad, okay? So bad that nothing in the list I have now seems that bad. My new life is not perfect but I don't care. It's like having a big ass diamond that has a few flaws. Who cares if it isn't perfect because it's one big ass diamond and you should be happy to have it! That's me. I got a flawed diamond and I don't really notice the flaws. They are there but they are not what I focus on.
About education I am starting culinary classes soon and will be learning to be a professional chef and I will intern at a restaurant for a while to complete my AA degree. I will have an education that I want but maybe not what everyone else wants. Not everyone is meant for college and I am one of those people.
Minty, I can't see your blog or email you. Is your blog and stuff private?
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